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Name: thinspiration 4
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Birthday: 11/12/1988
Gender: Female


Interests: dark poetry, hard metal,classic rock, punk, not feeling, pain, life, death, witch craft, curses, space, stars, my world, love(jacob, i love you so much, thankyou for not leaving me...), hate, fate, desires, sexuality, romance, unknown life, prophecies, pulse, curiosity, dark nights, thunderstorms, auroras, magic, myths, urban legends, full/new moons, horror, cries, screams, candles, candle wax, kinkyness, lusting my sex kitten, not eating, seeing how beautiful people are and knowing i will never be...
Expertise: Loving my jacob...a.k.a "hunter"(go to his site and say hi if you care, sk8rpnk122988),Not eating, poetry of darksides of my mind, not knowing what harm i make on myself, realizing i shouldnt be alive, knowing i will get hurt no matter what, feeling my pulse beat slower as i drag the blade closer, wishing to be beautiful, wanting to take the fat out of me, knowing the things i must do to be known as perfection...
Occupation: Military
Industry: Engineering


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AIM: CrazyThiN17


Member Since: 11/30/2004

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Tuesday, September 12, 2006

Still Living next door to Ana

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Visit DiS0RDERED_iC0NS's Xanga Site!      

     

       <<< That's so true, no one will ever know till they have been there.

 

 


Sunday, March 12, 2006

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" But I Know What It's Like To Want To Die, How It Hurts To Smile, How You Try To Fit In But You Can't, And How You Hurt Yourself On The Outside... To Try To Kill The Thing In The Inside."

                 -Winona Ryder [Girl Interrupted]


Sunday, February 19, 2006

    

 maybe to much life for some who doesn't care?

maybe... maybe i'll just live.

 stay with me always. never let go.

    

 i wish he understood.  no one cared.

 

 <its in past... but he'll never let me forget.

 

                                           

Hide the guns,
dull the knives.
She's had enough,
it's over tonight.

                                                 

                                       

 

    

 

 beautiful is... someone other than me.

 


Tuesday, October 25, 2005

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Sunday, October 16, 2005

Currently Reading
Wasted : A Memoir of Anorexia and Bulimia
By Marya Hornbacher
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 < I love ana. < I am an ana.

*girls dont give up, give in and let her take you away, your as light as feather, thinspiration for your imagination." im down to 90pounds, and i know.... i can be lighter. sticks and stones girls.*ana craves you*

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(I love my guys: derk(far left) hunter(close right). I lveo my boyfriend!!!)

Hunter & Monica = Fate, Love, Lust.... LIFE!!!

 



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